I know I have been absent here on the blog (well, minus the usual weekly features)...But--I've kind of been at a battle with myself about whether this news is something I should share right away...or, if I should veer on the side of caution and save it a few months.
But, as I was talking to Tyler--He reminded me that I share everything on here, and that I wouldn't last months without spilling the beans. And he's probably right.
We're having another baby!
(well--I am! But, Tyler is going to be a dad again)
We just barely found out a few days ago, so anything could happen still and it is still super early to even be telling people about it...But, as always, we feel like it's our duty to be transparent on here. And, we believe that every baby is worth celebration, no matter what the outcome is.
Right now, I am kind of feeling a million different things. Shock, guilt (guilt is a huge one...I'll probably write a post on it here in the next few days), lots of worry, and, of course, extreme happiness (we were expecting this to take a lot longer,
remember?)
Mostly, though...We are feeling complete gratitude. We needed a little bit of happy news after the last three months.
I hope my dad is up there right now hanging out with that little baby of mine. Eloise is a little jealous that he is spending more time with baby #2 than he did with her though.
Speaking of Eloise... She is the reason I took a pregnancy test in the first place. She has been hugging and kissing my belly non stop (WEIRD)...
When we told her the news (which she didn't understand but acted like she did) she squealed, kicked her legs, and clapped like crazy. We love that girl. She is going to make the cutest sister.